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Why do I always think that sunshine will come after rain.
Is this true? I really doubting myself now.
Why can't I learn my lesson? Why? Stubborn doesn't get me anywhere, some time.

I am watching Mrs Doubtfire now.
How I feel? Suck!
Why life have to be this way?
Some parent really want to take care of their kids but some other might just abandon their own.
I really dislike fighting and argument. Does that mean I cannot survive in this world?

Anyway, this week; I experienced the very first dust storm in Sydney... It might be scary but was definitely an unique and rare sight. In fact, it's beautiful too.

Balance

Just rang my aunt in Taiwan; glad to hear her voice and to know that she's doing well at school.
Strange to be in school at her age? I don't think so.
She taught me to follow your heart and dream. Once you made a decision, charge and move forward. Never look back and say regret.

I have been thinking - The world is huge, is big or some may say unlimited. But is there a place for me? A place that I can live in? A place where I can find peace? A place where I find happiness?
I have been searching the world for such place.
Maybe it's me; me that has a problem that is never contented with life.

I have a feeling that it's near; it's coming. But can I identify it? Will I able to grab hold of it? I don't know.
It looks and feel like it's time for me to STOP "worry" so much over things that has not even happen.
Planing is crucial and important; but will too much planning cause unnecessary worries?

This is it.... Life cannot be too softhearted and kind; neither shall it be evil.
Balance!

I look like a crook?

Story telling time:
When I got back from Singapore, I was checked at the Sydney Custom twice.
I was stopped at the immigration custom - sent to a room for question. They check my passport, visa, occupation, etc. It's a good thing that I have company letter and name card with me.
After picking up my bag; I was exclusively selected to have baggage check for explosive, drug, or rather any illegal stuffs...
What is wrong on this trip? I looks like a crook or what?
Anyway, read from news that drug dealers were caught in changi airport... on the same day of my flight. Maybe they already got tip off so they are checking?
But what the heck? I looks like a drug dealer or what?