I will pray for you!

If you can hear us, please have mercy on the little one!

S.H.E.

S.H.E is just downstair... Having a small-scale concert / autograph session. SO, it's Free music for me.
The area was packed with fans - screaming and screaming....so it's a bit noisy too. The crazy thing was that there were there since morning.... whereas the S.H.E arrived at ~730pm. Siao ah!!!
Oh, Heard that their upcoming concert is the last as a group. True or false? Any idea?

Anyway, we went cycling (~4hrs) yesterday. It was great... except that my stamina is bad.
My leg was aching so badly for that night but am glad that it's fine today.
Maybe it was the exercise; I took 2 BOWLS of rice. Record breaking leh!!

Giddy girly

More than once that I have been questioning if I am suitable for the job.
Am I deem as too choosy or what?
I just feel that my personality is not suitable for the job. I'm sure I can do a job well if I want but having one that opposites to my personality kills.
Or Is being here making things worse? I don't know.
Am I happier than before?
Team mates are great and I know without them; things will much worse.
I don't want get them into trouble with me as a weak link.
Maybe it's time from me to move on.
What can I do?
What do I want to do?
Sentimental or logical thinking?

Looking like majority of my blogs are complaining... what makes me happy?
Am I demanding too much?
Sometime, keeping things simple really is the best way. Life wouldn't be complicated then

Also, not sure if it is the medication, or is it the limited food supply, or is it the stress or is it homesick... that is making me giddy. Losing my concentration level as well.
I am tired.. mentally and physically.

Push ahead with your life or just pull away from it?
Now, Push or Pull?

See, Touch, Smell but NO eat!

I got damn hungry today; almost felt that I will faint.
Lunch was spaghetti with seafood...so I only take a bit of the spaghetti. Note: Lunch was not my choice... its pre-order by the company.
Tea break was toast with peanut butter...
By 7pm, I was practically starving...Finally; I had a BIG bowl of porridge.
Never been so hungry... ARGHHHH...

Cannot eat all these now...

The nice cold dessert: "COLD" = NO!


Yummy prawn salad: "PRAWN" = NO!

Food restriction

It has been a busy week!!!
Working, catching up with friends (include visiting Lotte), Household related (paper works, cleaning, etc), Racer related (grooming, food, etc), Shopping (presents, new trolley bag, etc), Events (beer appreciation, etc)...
Gosh, I don't have time to be alone.
Supposing that being back to SGP should be a relax event; but now, it's much more tiring than ever. How can I have better time management?
Still, I am not exactly complaining since I am really glad to see family and friends :)
Beside, when I took this job; the package was to travel! So, can't say I hasn’t been warned :p
Ok, packing my bag now - include 4 big bottles of medication. And ... the BIG "and" was that I need to restrict myself from drinking/eating the following:
1. Beer
2. Eggs include any food that contains eggs - cakes, egg noodles!
3. Chicken
4. Duck
5. All fruits (yes!! can you believe it??? No fruits)
6. Any cold drinks/food, include tea or "cooling tea"
7. Vegetables - esp cabbages... oh and bitter gourd
8. Any thing that is fried and oily
9. Chili
10. Lime, calamasi, asam - basically anything sour
11. No MSG
12. No coconut
13. And seafood as well... I thought I can have them until I asked... "Seafood can?" *me = big mouth*

Gosh, and I cannot cook in Taiwan... so what am I going to eat?
Lunch was catered so this is another problem.
Because of this, my brother is suggesting that I should quit and stay in SGP. Nothing beat getting a good health. Dilemma.

Lastly, let's pray that Lotte will get well soon; I miss her now...

Back home

I think expectation kills - almost kill everything.
When I build expectation; everything start to fail and does not match up. This, I get upset.
When I don't have expectation, people deem me as bo-chap and they get upset. But I am happy because I will not get upset.

I am so tired of these human games. Hate further assumption and guesses.
Judge me? Yeah, I don't really care anymore.

Back to this hot and humid country where I get to see people I care, including my racer :) But...
Reach home to a silent house, everyone was asleep.
Woke up to a silent house, everyone left to work
Only my racer is with me - greet me when I got back, slept with me as well.
No wonder, its "Human best friend".
How does it feel about being back home? I wasn't even sure I call this home, neither is Taiwan.

I wish to see Lotte but since I am unwell so I better don't go.

Bad encounter with today quake

Another earthquake today. 2 quakes + 1 aftershock - all within a week.
Today quake did scard me a fair bit; building was shaking badly and you can hear loud sound... like in movie. It is true life experience.
Als, I saw snow in Barcelona... Weird to have snow at this time of the year?
What happen to mother nature?

Now I wonder...
Will I die in quake?
Or plane crash due to storm?
Or what? Life is so short and unpredictable.

Pray for princess lotte

Just received a sms that Lotte is having high fever; she's suppose to discharge today.
God, please bless her. She's so young and lovely...
Let's pray.

Peace is what I need

I want to go home - home sick now?
I did have a "steak" alike food few days ago. But it is not enough.
Is it the age thingy that make me so grumpy?
Haha...

This is one of the old temple in Taichung, where they build a new shelter over it.
For protection, I think.
Interestingly, I was so pissed with the city life and noise over here...But as I walked into the compound, everything seems so calm and peaceful. Magic.

First Quake

I had my very first earthquake experience today.
I was at the hotel restaurant having breakfast, when I can literally feel the whole building swaying...The lights were swaying, water in cup ripple, head giddy, body feel like moving side by side.
But the waitress and rest of the people act like there is nothing happened...Don’t they feel it?
Anyway, it was only me and a few others wonder what happen.
Lasted a couple of seconds…..

It was only later; I realize the quake was 6.4. That was a strong one.
There was another aftershock in the late afternoon.

When the building sway... I was thinking "Will it collapse?" Now I am considering…. If staying at level 29 is a good idea.
Man, we should feel very safe and lucky to be in Singapore.
Plus, I believe when my time is up; I will go no matter what!

Now, pray for little princess... I am so worried about her.
God bless. Please...

Craving

I want western food!!!
I want steak!!!
I want salmon steak!!
I want fish and chips!!!
I just want western food...sob sob...
Who say taiwan has plenty to eat??

Usually when I go travelling, I have NO problem with food.
But coming to Taiwan, it hard to get western food.... maybe I can get them in Taipei?
But the street near my place are all "chinese" style food.... PLENTY.
So, if you like asian style, this is your heaven, just not mine