Suffering from insomnia and nightmares recently.
I think I am turning zombie soon.. I just flare up and lay my hands on racer.
Poor boy that become my victim. Sorry!
Just too many emotional going on.
After multiple times, now I truly understand why people quote this "say already also no use, save the breath".
And little small things can built a mountain (?? Is this the right description)
At work, I can speak up and have people consider my thoughts.
Outside work, I am invisible (?)
Anyway, I am glad that my no-pay leave is less than 48hrs away.
I need plan for my life, I have care and worry too much about other feelings that I ignore mine.
It is really tiring and painful to wear a cheerful mask and pretend everything is well.
I even have to confide in my little diary and lock up some items. It is a world opposite from reality.
I must be crazy, maybe it's mid life crisis. Haha..
Oh, came across this site that describe Scorpio:
Mmm.. I am control freak? I guess in some aspect.
Hard to earn my trust but once you do, I will not drop you - damn true!
In all, why it makes it sounds like I am dangerous creature to be with?
http://zodiac-signs-astrology.com/zodiac-signs/scorpio.htm