Before going to bed last night, I knew I have to change the bedsheet because it have gathered dust over the vacation period, but I didn't as I am such a sleepy head after taking the flu medicine and I didn't want to hurt my back.
So now, 5 hrs later.. I am wide awake with an itchy body.
Ok, some people may judge me but I am used to change my sheet WEEKLY.
Plus, I think this necessary as I own a dog who sleep on the bed too.
While changing the bed, I recalled how my mum will place a protective cover over my bed when I travel.
Now I appreciate why she did so; she didn't want me to change the sheet on the arrival day as I will be so tired.
Anyway, i always got sever backache whenever I change the sheet - make me wonder why the hell I got king size bed.
Now I have to pay for it at 4am!
Actually, I may have turned into a complain and resentful queen as I realised that I may not be adapting to married life(?). Yes, I am admitting this!!!
I am still dreaming of the comfort life that I used to had!
I guess I have to face the hard truth now that I need to adapt and change.
I heard that usually the first year of marriage is tough so I need to hang in there as a year is almost passing soon.
The other thing that I realise was that I have been using my work as excuse.
Now, I want my job back and the reason for backing out before, was because I am under pressure with my personal life.
I do not know how to manage between the two.
Hope I can get more enlightenment and now, let me enjoy my accomplishment - going massage my sore back and continue my sleep. Mmm.. Fresh bedsheet is the best!
Good morning ;)