Where the intake is greater than output!

After an hour of Zumba, we head out for a sinful brunch @ The Rotisserie.
The Australian breakfast was average - the sunny side up wasn't appealing and the bread get soggy pretty fast.
The Fish and Chip was good for my tasting as there isn't any fishy smelly.
Mango smoothie has rich milk taste.

And few minutes later, we were in Millennia Walk and I cannot resist the twelve cupcake temptation...especially the red velvet.

After all these; I probably need to go to the gym tomorrow.

Yes, there's some cream on my nose :-(

Living in past and not present

Before going to bed last night, I knew I have to change the bedsheet because it have gathered dust over the vacation period, but I didn't as I am such a sleepy head after taking the flu medicine and I didn't want to hurt my back. 

So now, 5 hrs later.. I am wide awake with an itchy body. 

Ok, some people may judge me but I am used to change my sheet WEEKLY. 

Plus, I think this necessary as I own a dog who sleep on the bed too. 

While changing the bed, I recalled how my mum will place a protective cover over my bed when I travel. 

Now I appreciate why she did so; she didn't want me to change the sheet on the arrival day as I will be so tired. 

Anyway, i always got sever backache whenever I change the sheet - make me wonder why the hell I got king size bed. 

Now I have to pay for it at 4am! 

Actually, I may have turned into a complain and resentful queen as I realised that I may not be adapting to married life(?). Yes, I am admitting this!!! 

I am still dreaming of the comfort life that I used to had! 

I guess I have to face the hard truth now that I need to adapt and change. 

I heard that usually the first year of marriage is tough so I need to hang in there as a year is almost passing soon. 

The other thing that I realise was that I have been using my work as excuse. 

Now, I want my job back and the reason for backing out before, was because I am under pressure with my personal life. 

I do not know how to manage between the two. 

Hope I can get more enlightenment and now, let me enjoy my accomplishment - going massage my sore back and continue my sleep. Mmm.. Fresh bedsheet is the best! 

Good morning ;)

Lesson learnt

I fell sick upon touched down today - flu. 

Not sure if this is an after-holiday withdrawal symptom. 

Anyway, I should be resting in bed but backside itchy and did some house chores; and this is what happen... 

I throw stuffs that ain't for washing into the machine. 

PS: It's a rubber ring with LED disco light. 

Now, I can turn off the kitchen light and start partying.. Woohoo 

Trevi fountain

Last stop before heading home where vacation is officially over !  

The famous fountain in Rome - packed with tourists: 

Last checkin before the cruise

In Rome before heading for the cruise tomorrow. 

Then, there will be no access to Internet and phone. 

Roman theme room @ Hotel Alexis, next to a Pinoy restaurant. 

PS: Most Singaporeans will buy branded bag in Europe but I got none! 

No time for shopping :( 

My all time fav - jamon con melon

I can never have enough of this: so yummy! 

I am not a pizza person but this is surprising good, especially the artichoke.

Lastly, Here's a view of ponte vecchio (@florence) 

What for dinner in Venice ?

My dinner @ Ristoteca Oniga. 

It's black and white 

Splurge

My new buy after the fortune master advised to get a gold ring. 

In fengshui, gold is suppose to create water - an element which my ba-zhi is lacking. 

Or is it an excuse for me to splurge on another piece of jewellery?  

Little step to change my lifestyle

I started gym awhile ago and every week, I am rewarded with sore muscles (going from shoulder to arm to back to abs to thigh to lower leg and butt !! Yes, butt too)  

Still, I go back for more; hoping to get a healthier body. 

Since I started to exercise, I decided that my boy will need get some too.. 

So, he's getting longer walk each day. 

I believe he's doing very well, except he "knock out" every night ;) 

Racer enjoying the walk and scenery.

Racer: "I'm so tired"

Insomnia

Suffering from insomnia and nightmares recently.
I think I am turning zombie soon.. I just flare up and lay my hands on racer.
Poor boy that become my victim. Sorry!

Just too many emotional going on.
After multiple times, now I truly understand why people quote this "say already also no use, save the breath".
And little small things can built a mountain (?? Is this the right description)

At work, I can speak up and have people consider my thoughts.
Outside work, I am invisible (?)
Anyway, I am glad that my no-pay leave is less than 48hrs away.
I need plan for my life, I have care and worry too much about other feelings that I ignore mine.
It is really tiring and painful to wear a cheerful mask and pretend everything is well.

I even have to confide in my little diary and lock up some items. It is a world opposite from reality.
I must be crazy, maybe it's mid life crisis. Haha..

Oh, came across this site that describe Scorpio:
Mmm.. I am control freak? I guess in some aspect.
Hard to earn my trust but once you do, I will not drop you - damn true!
In all, why it makes it sounds like I am dangerous creature to be with?
http://zodiac-signs-astrology.com/zodiac-signs/scorpio.htm