War & Inhumanity

Can't believe that I am leaving for Melbourne soon.
Mmm... I hope my friend's friend is ok with me crashing in.
I am abit nervous about it but I think I should be fine.
Also, I haven't decide what I want to do but basically rest and relax.
To chill out and align my goal.

Mmm... after I came back from Cambodia, I was thinking should I go into social work; but doubt I have the patience :P Better stick to my engineering...
Next, do I still want to continue working here?
I like the job but there is a factor that bother me alot.... which I am still thinking if I should move away from there. Haiz...

Oh, when in Phnom Penh; I visited the Tuol Sleng Museum.
OMG, that place was crazy.... I cannot believed that they turned a school into a torturing centre. Thousands of people were tortured there...and prisoners included the children.
When a family member made a "mistake"; they killed the whole family (so call - removed the roots).
So, during the Khmer Rouge; millions of people were killed.

War is cruel but human are the worst. Human created war.....and inhumanity.
That's why I always think my existence in this world might have contribute to another's suffering...
To balance, I need to do more good deeds? Can I? Can you?

Blood stain on the floor.... History is permanent; Evidence is always there.

Torturing room which used to be classroom. The wall hangs a picture of a body on the bed...