I am not complaining nor have any grief over the job (in fact, I do like a fair bit of travel). I just don't like to be away when thing at home are unstable (long list to begin with), even it is just for 2-3 weeks.
This apart seems to be quite unbearable for me. Now, I really admire a friend for her determination as she has been away from family, for more than 12 months (and maybe more months ahead). May luck with her!
Actually, with recent events; I realize that maybe migration is not a thing for me. I still want to stay with family when they need me and I love them enough to stay. And I know by staying behind, they will be really happy. Now, does this mean I am “sacrificing” my dream (migrating)? Maybe not!
Things changes all the time, we need to adapt in order to survive and live happily. I always thought that migrating will make me happy. So I relook into the fact on why I want to migrate – I want to be nearer to the green and nature (it’s something that you don’t find “everywhere” in Singapore).
Being happily around love ones (including friends) is more than satisfying than fulfilling my dream… I have to weigh and balance. I want them to be happy which in return makes me happy… This is what I want! No point for me to leave and makes everyone upset. Plus I have start to explore Singapore and found more gems.
Migrating might happen one of these days… but just not now.
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