These few days, I felt so tired of being “made” to do sacrifices. I am a very strong
headed woman who is losing my entire cool.
Years ago, I have the exactly same feeling; feeling suffocated and lost. I fight; which I eventually get to enjoy my life, my work and be myself.
However, I am slowly losing all, despite my hard work.
Work is not just work to me; it is part of my life! This is no longer true.
And I couldn’t quit. Fxxx Damn it!! I don’t ever remember feeling so stress about money (even when I have to work my ass off to pay the school fee). Why?
I found I was constantly being reminded that I am not living on my own world, I need to make priority list. I have to be considerate toward other. Fxxx it!
Look around you, people are so selfish – Oh, just witnessed an idiot taking up 2 parking lots for his car.
I am not saying I want to be selfish but why can’t let me figure out on my own and let me do the sacrifice WILLINGLY; and let me have a say about my priority list? In fact, I have said; just that my voice was never been heard. I got to pick up some negotiation skill in near future.
I bet there will be rounds of heated discussion; so I better sleep early and get my notes ready.
Gosh, I really need a break (think this was my 1001x complaining about it).
I am so at the edge in running away. If so, maybe I should calculate if I have enough saving to tour round the world or probably do some volunteering work?
No more "crap", especially dead ones.