Gone are the smiles

Been long long time that I find job satisfaction?
Gone are the days where I could work 12 hrs per day but still feel happy about it.
Gone are the days where I could happily discussing work with co-workers (of all levels)
Gone are the days where you can find me smiling at work.
Gone are the days where I never able to bring myself to curse and swear at someone.
Gone are the days where I could feel I love my job.

I know that I have to act on it, instead of complaining here.
But because my team just lose a strong player and I don't want to disappoint the other members who I enjoyed working with.
I have given this nightmare till end of the year. And they have been informed.

Time to move on and place my happiness as priority.